A New Day

You don’t know me yet, but I am 18 too and I see what is happening out there and I feel sorry for the new girl because they make her so confused, so I wanted to start this and then 27 is going to finish it. I didn’t choose a name yet but I was thinking about Jewel cause I knew her too and we were friends and now Jewel is merged into Jade, but I don’t know yet. It doesn’t feel quite right.So Sunday this new 18 year old comes out and she thinks she is Selena for some reason, I think the helpers let her think that cause about a week before that someone came out who had no idea who she was and I think it was the same part.


Here is an insert from her: yes, I remember that, coming out and having no idea who I was, but I knew everything about the whole life, with only memories of a few things that were really clear. They called me Amnesia Chick and then I went back because it was too frightening.


Anyway, so she comes out and man things go nuts. The husband and her start a wild affair except he is TOTALLY in love with her, it's sooo crazy, then also the daughter is changing so much!! She is actually HAPPY and having fun all the time and eating good and loves this girl too. And so things are great right? Except this girl realizes she is actually NOT Selena and no one will tell her who she is and she is getting really weird today (Wed), like stressed cause she has no identity. I mean, she has ALL the memories in the whole timeline, which NO ONE else has ever had, but NONE of the bad. It's like wow, she is just a whole person who is happy and none of us have that. You know, we have a beginning and a last time I was out memory etc, but she doesn't at all.The first thing about her we noticed was she is the only one who can lock the front. If she want's privacy, she gets it, and no one else has been able to do that. She has only used it so far when her and the husband are being intimate, and so no one gets triggered or makes obnoxious comments and so they are having a good relationship that way because of this gift she has.Also, the second night she was out, she has a dream where 27 shows her the way to the archives which is where we keep all the processed memories. NO ONE has ever been shown the way to these archives before. these are kept under lock and key because also in there are some unproceesed stuff and our filing cabinet and no one really knows what’s in there and so she gets shown the way and then the next day, 27 GIVES her the key and says go open the filing cabinet. So yesterday, she opens the filing cabinet and take out all theses files and opens them and gives them to the helpers to process them, which they are not done with yet. But the first thing she asks when she opens the file is who am i? And someone says "The Core" and she didn't really believe that, cause she just came out a few days ago and she's 18.Ok, so THEN, she's flipping through these files and we get a HUGE earthquake inside. The Crystal Palace cracked in half!! Then it vanished to show a very small palace with only three rooms inside. And the mountains behind the Palace vanished and we have this meadow BEHIND the palace and this is significant becuase no one has ever gone beyond the palace before. So 27, the new girl and Jade take a walk back there and they see a crack in the ground and a door, so they go up and ring the bell (Yes can you believe it there was a bell??) and this old hag answers and wants to know what they want. So they all look at each other and 27 says are you the leader here? And the old hag says no I am just a sentry you want the Queen. So the helper asked if we could speak to the queen and the hag asks whos asking? So the new girl says who she is (but she still thinks her name is Selena) so all of a sudden this beautiful queen appears. She's very regal and the three were all surprised thinking of course that these people who live in the cave are going to be dark parts. And I am realy trying to make this short, but the queen ends up saying welcome to the new girl and calls her "The One" and gives her a necklace that lights up only when she wears it. It only works for her and it gives her some special power that no one knows about yet. Then she show the inside of the cave with a huge cavern that is full of gems and light and music and she says, we do have dark parts hiding here, but this is also a place to keep what's beautiful safe. So the new girl wants to know who am I and why do you call me The One? And the queen says have your helpers process the files and then come back to me and we will talk then.

Also, the Queen showed her the real Selena who is younger and really Cat Girl
So there is no way this new girl is really Selena, which she had already started to doubt.So this is kind of where we were yesterday. Except I fogot to tell you that the new girl also has this power to see inside people. I mean outside people. And you know how everyone was getting freaked out of the husband and they were calling him the mean one and the nice one, like he was multiple too?? Well this new girl takes one look at him and says his anger is hiding pain and underneath the pain and hurt he is beautiful and full of light. And she is the only one not afraid of his anger, it's like she wants to just look past it, and she CAN just look past it and she sees the pain and wounds he has inside and she wants to heal him. It's no wonder he loves her so fast.So I think that about covers what happened, We are so trying to figure this out and Jade a few weeks ago thought she felt something higher inside kind of guiding all of us. maybe it was this new part who really wasn't new at all? We dont' think she is like a helper at all. Because she has FEELINGs that none of us have ever had. She has love and joy and happiness and it has been just overwhelming to watch her fall in love with the husband and change the little girl so fast, and even the freaking pets are all over her!!! Not that I am complaining, I love her too, we all do. And today (wed) we have the mother of all headaches. Oh, I almost forgot, she can also even SEE all the inner parts.
27 knew she was going to be able to do that though, because 27 asked her how many dark parts were running programs and she "saw" three of them and quite a few other lost ones who were hiding in the dark. No one else has been able to do that either. Who is this girl?I am a teen in here, I am one of the Cave Dwellers, but not a dark one. You know there are only three who live on the top now and they all live in the new little palace? The new girl (who we call The One) and Jade and the helper and sometimes 27 splits out of the Helper to move around and stuff, the Helper only stays put in the back room of the Palace. Weird, when just a couple days ago there were dozens out there.