Well I had all sorts of weird dreams last night, but I would have slept pretty good anyways except my daughter had nightmares. I still feel better rested than I have though. And I have no memory of the dreams and things I heard last night. They either erased the memory of it, or I just don’t need to look at it too hard. And I feel no need to remember anything so I am just going to not worry about it.
Before I feel asleep the Queen had been wanting to talk to me since we did the files. Well she showed me that my necklace gives me the power to see inside parts as they really are and not what they are projecting or what their image of themselves is. So I saw that all the creepy dark parts are really scared kids. That makes that easier. And everyone except 27 is really much younger than they look. Inside 27 she looks like Snowball used to, so I guess Snowball and 27 merged.
MJ is also much prettier than she likes to let on. I’m not sure why that is, but I think she must still feel ugly for some reason. (She’s NOT ugly, not even now, but inside she is more beautiful.)
Anyway, when I woke up this morning, I was trapped again. But it was really easy to break out, so they must not have tried too hard. I was down in the archives walled in, but I just blew up the wall and walked out. It was easy. But anyway, there were more files, so I opened them. I didn’t even think about it, I just took them out and up top and sat on the grass and opened them.
As I was opening them, the wind started to blow. No earthquakes this time, but dark clouds suddenly came in and there have NEVER been clouds in here as far as I know. And it started to rain and thunder and lightening. It was really a cool storm, but the point is that lightening struck the Crystal Palace, (the little one) and it melted and then vanished and lightening struck the ground above the cave, and the cavern with the jewels and music and things came up out of the ground. And the seven side passages are now stair ways down into little rooms that are not closed, but just kind of like subway tunnels that are dead ends. And still under the main part of the cave is a cavern where the dark parts are staying. But now there is a stairway down to it. I have not gone down there. They still are not ready to meet us. But they know we are here and they have been watching since last time I opened the files.
So the gems and jewels and music vanished and now it’s just grassy on the top where the cave used to be. The steps are old stones.
But there was some commotion where the little palace used to be so I went back there to see what was happening. There was a man kind of kneeling and on his hands and he was having a hard time standing up. So we helped him up and I noticed he was standing on the only dirt patch around, so I asked him to step aside and grass grew up where he was standing. His name is Brian and he was trapped inside the Palace. He thanked me for freeing him and wants to give me a gift but I don’t really understand what he wants to give me and I am not asking for the right things. But he says he will help me. I guess he is the really smart part that they locked away a long time ago so we wouldn’t stand out. So instead of “Brain” he wants to be called Brian. And like 27, I don’t see a kid in him, or a different look, well I did at first, but I think he wanted me too. Inside, he’s kind of like 27 is, with no body.
So what am I supposed to ask for? A really huge IQ?? I don’t need it. I am happy the way I am, I am content to let him be the super smart genius for now at least. I guess things will have to change sometime, but I really don’t want to. I like the way I am.
27:
Yes, we had no intention of keeping her locked away last night, we just wanted to keep her safe while she was sleeping. The dark parts come out at night and talk about things. I knew that the wall would only take her a second to break down. In fact, I was impressed that she realized she was trapped so quickly because of course she can still observe from wherever we put her. She was barely even awake when she realized she was trapped.
I don’t think the necklace gives her any power at all, but I have no idea why the Queen tried to take it back last night. I think it was a test of some kind, perhaps to see how strong she is. But I am assuming the Queen was impressed since they gave her so many more files. I am holding the files now and I have not processed them. I suppose I will need to start since they are determined to keep giving them to her, but I am going to take it slowly so that she doesn’t suffer from such a bad headache this time and also we are supposed to be letting her have a break for her honeymoon, that she never really got the first time.
It is fine for Brian to merge with me if that’s ok with The One. She seemed to think he wanted to merge with her, but in fact, he does not need to merge with anyone if he doesn’t want to. The poor boy has been a prisoner as long as she has, let him be free for awhile.
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