Well I hate it. I think it sucks. We can't do anything we want. I suppose that's because the things that I want to do mainly involve self harm or screaming at the husband or getting the hell away from that annoying kid.
I want my own life. If I could, I would erase her memory and just take off. Get a job and make my own friends. I don't have any friends. I am stuck inside her and since I'm not considered to be "nice" I don't get out much. Believe me, I am really cleaning this up in case someone else ever reads it, but I hope I don't offend anyone.
What do you think we do back there ? Some people say they have their own room, that's bull as far as I am concerned. I just hang around in a black hole. Thinking and rethinking about all the crap that put me here in the first place. Not a life I tell you that much.
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